Kinda tired

Okay, the new blogging funness(?) has worn off. Been hectic around here since we got back from Utah as well. We've all had our turn at some kinda sickness lately. Everybody but me got to stay home when they were sick. I had to work both jobs the day I felt like hud. Do you feel sorry for me yet? Emily won't either so don't worry. I actually went to my aunt Marylyn's funeral last thursday and then stayed home with the 4 sickly females last friday. So I burned my sick day at home.
Marylyn's services were nice. My mother seemed to do suprisingly well through the whole thing, which worried/worries me a little. I've always liked my mom's side of the family, just never been real close to any of them. I hope this comes out right. While attending the services and then thinking about them on my drive back to Idaho, I guess I realized(for lack of a better word)how good the people are in that side of my family. Good, genuine, simple, make the best with what ya got people! I love my mother! I called home tonight so I could talk to her and Jamey answered the phone. He didn't say hello, instead I got "Do you want to talk to your mommy?" As a matter of fact, I did want to talk to my "mommy". I love to talk to her! Alot of the time I don't like to talk, I'll just get the conversation going so I can listen. She is very calming to me. Has been for as long as I can remember. I miss the times were she'd already be in bed, and I would just go in and flop down on the bed beside her. She would rub my back and then eventually ask me what was wrong or coax out off me what I was thinking about. Like I said, very calming. Love and miss those times.